How to get a texting buddy?

Ok so im 14 and depressed, cutter, suicidal for many reasons I don't feel comfortable saying on here. I have 0 friends cuz ppl at my school beat me up cause I cut. Is there like a website for ppl like my age and maybe emo ppl. Like I love texting but non of my so called school friends ignore me so yea, and my brothers are always texting and I feel left out